Day before the Kfar Sava 10km

Having not entered a 10 km race since October last year , looking forward to the Kfar Sava 10km run tomorrow morning. I ran this race a couple of years ago with Andy Fretwell when he was new to running and stayed with him for the run, now tomorrow I have the knowledge that he wants to race me to prove that he is a better runner than me. So I do not know if I want to race or run, it is the fear of failure and lack of faith in myself that is more worrying. Why should I worry about who beats who, like I am 46 and all I want to do is run for fun. So perhaps I will just run